Pregnancy Test

The morning I took the home pregnancy I had a lot of mixed feelings. For those of you know what has happen in the past you will remember that I had 2 miscarriages. The 2nd miscarriage was harder for me to get over; my girlfriend and I were pregnant at the same time and due within a week of each other. It was a Sunday morning after Church and on the way home I asked my mom to stop in at Longs. When I got home I went into the bathroom and proceeded to follow the directions on the box. Jon just thought that I was in the bathroom and when I was finished I went out onto the back deck and showed him the pregnancy test. It looked positive but wasn't a 100% clear. Jon told me everything would be fine and not to worry. The following morning I went to Kaiser and and gave them a urine sample. I had to wait till after 3 pm the next day to get the results. That was pure torture for me. I went to Longs after I left Kaiser and took another 2 home pregnancy tests. To my relief they both came positive and there wasn't a question about it. The next day I called and talked to a nurse at Kaiser and she confirmed that my test was positive and scheduled me for my first appointment. I still wasn't getting my hopes up though. Jon and I made a decision not to tell anyone about this pregnancy only cause of the sad news we had to share the last two times. Also at that moment I put my faith and trust into God's hands and knew that he had a plan for me and when I was suppose to have another child He would grant that to me.